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Winter Blues Update

So verily have I been a lazy middenbusy person, what with all this designing and stuff I've been doing, and so I've been cruelly neglecting to update the photos on a daily basis. My bad.

So, as you can see, the photo has now changed, and any that you missed are now in the archives for your viewing pleasure.

December 30, 2003 | Permalink | Comments (3) | TrackBack

CSS Geekery

Ladies and gentlebeasts, I have reached new heights of geekery.

I am proud to announce that after who knows how long of playing with css, I finally understand the Box Model Hack.

Yay me.

Update: I should note that this one small success does not mean that I like CSS, understand it completely and can immediately write cross-browser valid css without a fair amount of swearing and hair-pulling. 'Cos I can't (yet, maybe never?), no matter how much I might wish it were so.

Update 2: I also realise that I'm putting a huge amount of effort into something that it's entirely possible nobody will be impressed with and understand just how much work it's been for me. I suspect the audience will be divided into two camps: those that just see a site that works in their browser and don't think about the effort that's gone into it, and those who look at the code and think "what a pile of shite, I could have done it much better".

I'm still putting the effort in though. It's a geek thing.

December 28, 2003 in Web/Tech | Permalink | Comments (10) | TrackBack

Not Dead, Just Designing

As the post title says, I'm not dead, nor am I wallowing in misery, I'm channeling all that and more into something positive - a new design and hopefully, some exciting stuff to come over the next few days.

December 27, 2003 in Me, me, me | Permalink | Comments (1) | TrackBack

That Christmas Feeling

It's been a funny old day.

It's Christmas - I know that because for the last two months I've been assaulted on a daily basis by an ever increasing number of decorations, reminders of days left, bad music and people telling me to cheer up and get into the Christmas spirit.

It's not that I'm deliberately being a miserable sod, I just can't get myself into the mood.

That's not to say that I haven't had a nice day. I've been thorough spoiled by Dave, who got me one thing that I really, really wanted and a couple of things that I really wanted a few years ago and had given up hope on ever getting them to the extent that I'd entirely forgotten about their existence until I opened my presents this morning. We've had a nice quiet day, just the two of us. Most of it spent in front of the TV, watching the extended versions of parts 1 and 2 of the Lord of the Rings trilogy, in preparation for hopefully seeing it tomorrow.

It's just that something's missing.

For the second year, I've had to fight the surge of guilty panic that in my preparations and present buying I've forgotten someone, followed by the sickening thud in my stomach when I remember that I haven't.

I always felt that my dad came off worst at Christmas, because it was also his birthday, and all too often, he'd get "joint" birthday and Christmas presents, that didn't really make any particular effort to be one thing or the other. As a result, I'd go out of my way to get him things I knew that he would be far too sensible to get for himself. Things that I knew he really wanted, but had picked up and put down too many times, deciding they weren't essential. I guess old habits die hard, and I just can't shake the empty feeling that sets in now I don't have to do it any more.

He would have been 66 today. I miss him so much.

December 25, 2003 in Me, me, me | Permalink | Comments (5) | TrackBack

A perfect morning

Waking up naturally, no nasty alarm to drag me kicking and screaming from the arms of sleep.

Warm hugs, under-the-duvet snuggling, yawning and stretching. Quick dash from under the covers to turn the heating back on.

The sound of the Beach Boys drifting into the room, accompanying the next few chapters of the book I'm currently reading.

Braving the chill in the air to dance around the living room in my nightie, yesterday's raspberry doughnut in hand, sprinkling sugar on the carpet between bites and I don't care.

Trying to identify the tracks on the kissy mix without looking at the track listing.

Hovis white bread, perfectly toasted, real butter melting into it.

Reading the Sunday papers on a Tuesday morning.

Wrapping Christmas presents on the living room carpet, with the sounds of a perfect Paris that doesn't exist to accompany.

'Spose I should go get dressed now and face the world and the weather.

December 23, 2003 in Randomness | Permalink | Comments (3) | TrackBack

A short note

To the personpeople who cameare coming to my site using the google search term "pixeldiva belle de jour" I would like you to note the following:

a) I am not the person who writes belle de jour
b) I am not a London Call Girl (I don't have the body for it and I couldn't be arsed with all the waxing and suchlike that goes on).

Thank you for listening.

December 21, 2003 | Permalink | Comments (4) | TrackBack

Best Bloggage

Let the backlash begin...

December 18, 2003 in Weblogs | Permalink | Comments (36) | TrackBack

Introducing Eduardo

I'd like to introduce you all to Eduardo the Squirrel.

Eduardo the Squirrel

Eduardo is unbelievably tame, and not a little bit cheeky, but he's very cute with it.

Yes, I really need to get a proper pet, but with landlords being the way they are, I'll have to settle for adopting wild animals and other people's pets.

December 17, 2003 in London Life | Permalink | Comments (9) | TrackBack

Six Heartwarming Tales of London Town

I'd been in London for maybe six weeks, and at my new job maybe two of those when the storeman arrived in the department to deliver the stationery. When he spoke, his accent was so familiar that I had to blink to reassure myself that I was still in London and hadn't woken up from a dream back in Scotland.

Seeing an unfamiliar face in the department, he immediately made his way over to me to introduce himself and find out who I was. I had barely managed to say my name before his face lit up and he threw his arms wide and said "Ahh!! One of my ain! Ah always look after my ain!" and then stuck his head round the door of my boss's office and told him he had better treat me well or he'd have something to say about it.

There was laughter all round, and although my colleagues had been nice enough so far, that was the moment where I really felt welcome.


I'd been in London for maybe nine months and in that time we'd become regulars at a fantastic Indian restaurant round the corner from where we were living. We had also become familiar faces at the corner shop a few doors down from the restaurant.

So much so, that it wasn't unusual for either one of us to pass the staff of either establishment in the street, where they'd always stop and say hi and ask how we were doing.

One night we'd been for a meal in the restaurant and as we walked down the hill, stopped in at the corner shop for the usual staples of Diet Coke and Irn Bru. As we were paying, the guy behind the counter asked where we'd been for the evening and when we told him where we'd been for dinner he told us we should have stopped in on the way there and told him where we were going, as he'd have phoned the owner of the restaurant and told him to give us money off the bill and a free bottle of wine.

We goggled a bit at this, and he went on to explain that he was a partner in the restaurant. He then went on to make us promise that the next time we were going there for dinner that we would come in and tell him so he could phone the owner and let him know we were to get special treatment. We thanked him profusely for his kind offer and ambled off home, considerably brightened by both the meal and the offer.

Of course, we never did take them up on the offer - generous as it was, but the bill always seemed remarkably cheap considering the amount of food we got.

Not long afterwards we moved away from the area.


As we pulled out of Camden Station, D nudged me and pointed out a gentleman sitting a little further down the carriage, saying that I should look at the incredible newspaper he was reading.

I turned round, and sure enough, he was reading a newspaper, but it wasn't an english paper. I've got used to seeing people reading things written in other languages on the tube, but this was incredible, it was almost a work of art.

I couldn't be sure what language it was, but it looked like some sort of arabic.

Just as I was wondering in my head what it was, the guy two seats down from me had obviously been thinking the same thing, because I heard him ask what the paper was.

Looking faintly startled (this is London y'know, it's just not the done thing to talk to strangers on the Tube) he answered that it was a Pakistani (Urdu is their language) newspaper.

The guy two seats down continued to channel my thoughts and explained that he thought the paper was beautiful, the lettering incredible and asked if the gentleman could write like that.

He answered that yes, he could, and reached into his bag to pull out a folder full of papers, which then then showed to the guy two seats down. One of which was a poem, written in Urdu, in coloured ink, in the shape of a flower.

I wish I hadn't been so stunned by how beautiful this was and had been quick enough to get a picture, because this was just incredible.

He then proceeded to pull other such poems out of his folder, all in stunningly beautiful coloured calligraphy, in all manner of different shapes.

Mr two-seats-down was also stunned by this, but not so stunned that he couldn't get his words out like I was. He asked the gentleman if he could write his name in Urdu for him, and the gentleman agreed. He reached into his bag, pulled out a fountain pen and turned over one of his poems and began to write the guys name down.

Mr two-seats-down then exclaimed "Ah! you write right-to-left, same as I do - I'm from Israel" and I'm sure my mouth must have gaped open as they continued to talk and compare how similar their cultures were.

As the train pulled into Archway Station, I heard mr two-seats-down tell the gentleman that he was going to get the Urdu version of his name tattooed on himself (I didn't catch where) and thanked exclaim in delight as the gentleman gave him a sheaf of the Urdu poems he'd had in his folder.

[originally posted on 27 September 2002]


D and I went to the local supermarket to procure enough food and supplies to ensure that, unless we wanted to, we didn't need to leave the flat for the rest of the weekend.

As we were leaving, I stopped at the door, transferred the carrier bags in the trolley to the ground at my feet and turned to put the trolley back and retrieve the pound coin.

As I turned back, an elderly lady was walking towards me, and it dawned on me that she was speaking to me. Unfortunately, a combination of the noise from inside and outside the shop and the surprise that a stranger in London was speaking to me meant that I didn't hear what she said. My brain assumed that she was asking me to move the bags at my feet as they were in the way, and so I braced myself for a telling off as I said "pardon?".

So it was a really nice surprise when she came a bit closer to me and smiled almost conspiratorially as she said in a slightly louder voice "I really like your red hair".

[originally posted on 13 September 2003]


A couple of months ago we moved to a flat near the area where first lived in when we moved to London. Since we were in the area, we had decided that we had to go back to visit the Indian restaurant again.

We'd booked a table, and when we went in, I sat down at the table and D went to meet Mark, who had been lured away from Camden with the promise of a bloody good curry.

When Dave came back with Mark, we made our choices and the owner came over to the table to take our order.

As he did, he turned to me and said "I love what you've done with your hair".

My jaw dropped as he continued speaking and said "I almost didn't recognise you there, you've lost a lot of weight too" and as I nodded he went on to tell me that I looked really well.

As I grinned, he turned to D and asked how we were getting on and we explained that we'd moved back to the area recently, after a year in Camden.

He smiled and we got the usual great food, good service and wonderful jazz, and once more, the bill seemed pretty low for the feast we'd just consumed.


Last week was a pretty heavy week for me, I had a couple of particularly brain intensive days, where I spent a large part of the day wading through financial information trying to disentangle the corporate financial reporting system and make sure it matched the figures that I'd been keeping.

At the end of what was probably the worst day, I made my way home with a blinding headache. As I got to the corner of the street, I realised that I needed bread and Diet Coke and staggered, blinking, into the bright lights of the corner shop.

As I paid, the guy behind the counter reached into the tub of chewy sweets next to the till, and dropped a strawberry chew into the bag with my shopping.

He smiled and said "that's for you, have a lovely evening" and I thanked him and went home with a huge grin.


There are so many more tales I could tell - little things that make such a difference.

For all the people who told me that London was a cold, harsh, unfriendly place, I can quite happily say that I haven't found it so.

It's not the place, it's the people, and just like everywhere else there's the bad mixed with the good, the trick is not to let the bad stop you seeing the good.

December 17, 2003 in Best of, London Life | Permalink | Comments (11) | TrackBack

The Scores on the Doors

It took 35 votes to get one option to 10 and the final scores are as follows:

Who says London is an unfriendly place? - 10
The Amazing Adventures of Eduardo the Squirrel - 8
Food Porn: The Best Christmas Dinner Ever - 7
Zen and the art of Bus Travel - 5
Food Porn: Hot Chocolate - 3
Food Porn: Fruit - 1
The chocolate chip cookie bug - 1

So, London stories up next. Stay tuned.

December 16, 2003 in Me, me, me | Permalink | Comments (6) | TrackBack